Sunday, November 20, 2011

Nothing at all

Looking around.. Left to right Right to left.
Ohhh.. I feel sleepy.. Hehe..

Good Night everyone
LOVE YOU YOU YOU YOU AND YOU! :D

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Not tonight

It's close to 4am, I don't know what I doing.

Getting close to old memories, getting far from my assignment.
What a sad case.

Lite.fm playing "Miss you like crazy" whilst I'm viewing his profile and looking some old pics.
Just a coincidence I know, and comes another song "It must have been love"?

I means what the heck going around.
Well, he still touch me in deep down side.
But everything end, in past three years, ain't?

I miss everything between us.
Just, miss it.

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Conflict

We have a dream, aren't?
I have a dream too. But doesn't share for today.

Well, talk about my bro's dream.
Bakery shop.

Story start from here, my bro told us can borrow loan from "bank" to start a business plan for fresh graduated.

I'm kinda excited.

Blah blah blah --- Okay, point here. My mom wasn't that much agreed with high risk due my brother was graduated under IT not bakery. She said dependable with others might failure the business especially Chef is a important role in "Kitchen". I'm agree with this point, 0% knowledge killing human with no doubt, but my bro will take a course if really wanted to. Maybe a little bit late. But, NOTHING IS GOING TOO LATE.

(Actually I agreed with bro go for DREAM, and I want a share might be failure but I wanna have a hit on it) LOL.

Another side, my dad, well, I think he quite encourage us to have a risk.
No pain no gain what he always said to us.

At least, now I didn't regret to continue my degree now.
I'm so great I have choose business but not major in Marketing. (Thanks god I didn't choose Marketing). It wasn't my first choice cause I could learn it realistic.

HRM actually is my weakness, I think. I have no idea with Economic. So, I make a right choice!
It'll be difficult for sure next 2 years. But try my best. :)

Finance my sis good with it. So I have no worry.

Just see it, what'll happen in future.

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Day by Day

Look back what I wrote. I was "LOL"
All is about him, him and him.

Now I doubt myself, am I really get into this guy?
Ahhha, NO? But, I do miss him sometimes.

Ohh hell, forget about that.

Back to what I wanna say

I describe she as "MISS J"

I'm kinda surprise Miss J is still updating with my blog.
No idea since I received her message and asked me.

Haha. She is sweet. I guess sometimes we can't be friend too. :)
Yes we're friend just not that close.

People, just try to be nice. Arrogant lead u no where.

Monday, November 7, 2011

Life

Right here, it's midnight. Suppose to be a little piggy having a baby sleep in the coldest night.

But what, ton of assignments, researching and readings. And the point, I can't get into it. That's all.

Am I really can support myself for 2 years study? Not that far, two years but kinda hard.
I doesn't means that works it's better ways for me, I do enjoy my life now, seem so, I don't know.

A little bit struggle, dilemma, confuse, frustrated, maybe upset too. (Negative thinking though)
Sometimes do think should I go for psychologic? I'm the psychological in the end. I can clearly analyse for myself what and what. But this driving me crazy too! Knowing too much and understand yourself is doesn't means a good thing. I means sometimes I rather to be a dumb. A real dumb.

Thinking of suicide too? Hell no maybe yes? See, I have a problem, and I don't know how to release. Shopping? Time wasted, money wasted but I do love shopping. Yoga? I did registered, just a mad I haven't got it.

Motivation doesn't lead me sometimes. I needs more and more and more, just can't get enough for myself.

I know myself well, I have a point but I don't it become argument. It's actually a virtual, lecturer like argument, examination likes arguments, and I have a point just never show up.

I believe that people surround me kinda influence. "A", can I describe them as peaceful and harmony? They're just ------- this way. HARMONY TEAM

However B, I quite enjoy with them so far, it's a good time for me to improve my language skills, and it does.

Between both of two gangs, I have become a cheerful follower and silent leader. Sucks right?

I means, come on, what kinds of life.

By the way, I haven't mention my youngest brother is still enjoying his game. How relax huh?

2 weeks to go, hopefully.