:D

Ohh, I make it short, I guess it's pretty good and pretty nice? :D

and I pretty love it! So, that's no problem.

Wednesday

It's wednesday night, or thursday midnight.
Whatever! Well Dar, how yours day?

Everything okay? Sick recovered?

Or hang out with your buddies right now?

You know, I'm still waiting..

Waiting for a call?
Waiting you to show up?
Maybe just a message.

And everthing will fine.
We're good. Yea, will be.

No I wasn't okay at all. :(

Everything just remind me of you.

Half Hour!

Half hour to go, my Birthday end..

He never show up, even a call, or a simple message?

just Happy Birthday.

NO, I don't get it.

I had removed you as my friend, don't you ever notice.

What's wrong? I act so immature.

Are we going to end the relationship like this?

I miss you so bad.

Well, I can't believe I still hooked up with baby, he married.
What's going on with me?! I'm so lost! I need someone.

Days 3

Cel, HappyBirthday.

Take care yourself, don't always get sick :(

Take a promise.. Okay?

Tenderness

Don't know why, something pushing me out, and I did it.
You're no longer in my list. You might think this way is childish but for me I'll be more better.

Let have some fun guess, when'll you realize we' not friends anymore.
Hmm.. is a good guess. I guess you never pay attention on it.

You know what, you never take care for each relationship.
Why I said so, you avoid ing, don't you.

Sometimes, I rather get hurt instead getting so confusing.
Waiting waiting waiting.

Maybe? I take everything serious when you just tried to made a conversation.
I was think bout our's future. My husband is a workacholic and drive crazy everywhere for work.
Life is so wonderful and beautiful. Now all gone. No more.

My only tenderness is letting you free.
No annoying, no jealousy, nothing.

Gone silently, now my turns.

Birthday

It's my birthday month. NO, it suppose to be our's.
But now, I guess no more.

Love, is it a question?

And people try all the best to get an answer.
In the end, the answer will never be what they want.

I'm trying to let you? Should be me, let my self free.
No suffer ing, no guess ing, no think ing any bullshit.

You don't even know how much hurting when missing you.

Cause you're still a free man as you want to be.
No control. No relationship. No stabel. But lust and flirt.

I serious though we' meant to each other.
You broke my heart. You broke everything.
No promises No commitment.

If there is still a chance we meet, I'll say Hello Stranger?

Happy Advanced Birthday Dar!

Re-Move

Raining day.. remind me the day we went to Penang..

Let me guess, you woke up early in the morning went to work while I'm still sleeping.
It's a routine, everyone know.

I'm thinking to remove something, should be delete.

Hmm.. remove you in my friends list and

I won't know what ya doing.
Who actually you're connected with.

Since we don't care anymore.

And you know what, God must be kidding with me.

Everything I feel like doing, and something will stop me from that.

So, what if I do it now? :)

I do!

Dream had comes true in ma dream!

Here the story.

I went for a dinner with Cel and that was my B'day dinner as well.
We actually discuss maybe for where to dine but ended up with a little fight. (Don't actually remember where we went, ignore?)

So, the rest bla bla bla.. It suddenly comes to proposal.

Guess I'm yelling.. HELL YESSSS! HUNDRED THOUSAND YESHH.. AND I AWAKE! LOL

Back to realistic, it was just a dream! :_: